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"i've become the nuclear image of eternity. i'm the original self. all the universes find their pattern in my being,
for i'm the cosmic infinitesmal. i'm the source. i'm the fountain, exploding in your face"
fredrik thordendal, solarization 1998
 
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Tuesday, July 31, 2001

new portfolio site

This is a quick entry to announce my new portfolio site. At the moment, there's only a front page to say the site is under construction.

Keep in mind that the new site will be an on-going experimental project. The whole thing will be a learning curve for me and a challenge i look forward too. Unfortunately, can't share much in the way of content yet as there isn't really anything definite.

Also, Once the site is fully operational, this blog may no longer exist. Neither at this url, nor the new site. I am unsure as to where I will be taking esilencia.

My plan is to include a 'log' as part of my new site, however, this log will be used more to note my experiences, frustrations, and any discoveries I endure throughout out the creation of the site. Things I'm happy with, things I'm having trouble with etc...

Wish me luck...

Monday, July 16, 2001

what the fuck are YOU doing here???

Well, what do I say...I've spent the last hour staring into the screen with no real intentions, falling asleep, simply fucking with the html of the page. So now you have to squint to see the page. Oh well, stiff shit!

Oh, and big brother! Fuck big brother, it's 'everywhere' and it's driving me fucking batty! When the fuck are you going to realise that this shit is just so... so... fuck!

Fuck me, and you wonder why the world is so fucked up. Oh well, keep taking your children to your churches and putting them into your schools. Cos fuck, I went to church and shit and look at me... a real fuckin embassodor for society... A'Ight!!!

I mean I really would have liked to have made a decent attemp at this entry, but it seems that I really couldn't give a shit lately. So many fucking things happening that I so strongly try to ignore... with no words to honestly describe the feelings I possess regarding these issues!

oh well...

maybe I'll come back later...if only I was busier I might have found the time...

some time...

sometime...

someday

Thursday, May 31, 2001

matter of interest

Things are happenin at the moment. Life's good in general...

Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)?

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.

As for how many souls are entering Hell, lets look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that ALL souls go to Hell.

With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added. This gives two possibilities:

1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all Hell breaks loose.

2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes over.

So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my Freshman year that...."It will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you.", and take into account the fact that I still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then #2 cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not freeze.

Will write more here when I get time....for now check out my archive pages (top link to the left).

Later......

Tuesday, May 8, 2001

meaningless to say the least

For anyone who has enjoyed my site, I'll be updating more often once I can be bothered. Although I must apologise to those people for the lack of interest on my behalf since this site was marked.

Stay tuned, I may change to blogger. If I do, I'll have a link from this url.

...Happy Holidays...

Monday, April 2, 2001

the whole picture

Writing this entry stems from a desperation to be heard by a court of students opinions. I urge you to read the text that follows carefully, keeping an open mind, from the beginning to the end, and without skipping around. Mr. I.T. Gimp must have heard some disgusting reprobates say, "Asinine loons are inherently good, sensitive, creative, and inoffensive." What's amazing is that Mr. Gimp was then able to use that quotation plus some anecdotal evidence to convince his drones that he has the mandate of Heaven to make widespread accusations and insinuations without having the facts to back them up, which makes me wonder, "Why can't he simply enjoy the fruits of his own labors and let other people enjoy the fruits of theirs?" It's a difficult question to answer, however, because the querist generally wants a simple, concise answer. The way that his conjectures are way off base and the fact that this is an exceptionally convincing illustration of the cowardness wielded by Mr. I.T. Gimp - may sound completely unrelated, but it's not. The common link is that if you think that this is humorous or exaggerated, you're wrong.

Isolationism is not merely an attack on our moral fiber. It is also a politically motivated attack on knowledge. My own position on this issue is both simple and clear: There are few certainties in life. I have counted only three: death, taxes, and Mr. Gimp doing some self-serving thing every few entries. For brevity, I won't comment further on that, but rather on the way that he is thoroughly stolid. We all are, to some extent, but Mr. Gimp sets the curve. There are two things about his opinions that I find personally offensive, entirely unethical, and quite sad. One is that it is easier for me to imagine a million-dimensional vector space than the number of inconsistencies in his memoirs. And the other is that if we let him crush the will of all individuals who have expressed intellectual opposition to his threats, then greed, corruption, and irrationalism will characterize the stability. Oppressive measures will be directed against certain students. And lies and deceit will be the stock and trade of this media and educational institution.

All of the bad things that are currently going on are a symptom of Mr. Gimp's testy philippics. They are not a cause; they are an effect. Now for some parting advice: Look at the facts. Analyze the arguments. Think about the motives of the people who are telling you that Mr. I.T. Gimp's pleas provide a liberating insight into life, the universe, and everything. And have confidence in yourself. Remember, after enduring a barrage of his prodigal conclusions, one normally experiences intense levels of stress, difficulty sleeping, and anxiety about one's physical safety as well as one's dignity.

 
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